My name is human and I struggle with a lot of problems. I forget to eat, drink, and struggle sleeping. For the longest time I couldn’t figure it out. People today aren’t truly taught or reminded by their peers and people in their lives that they are allowed to feel and express even some of the pettiest emotions. it’s because we all feel so closed off that we never stop ourselves from bursting out we feel very left out and misunderstood, and misrepresented. No matter what you struggle with I want to remind you to be mindful. Be mindful that your mind is FULL. Yes, you will think those things and it may seem wrong to what you’re feelings are inside to not think it or ignore it but that’s the right thing to do. If you want to be open and true then don’t keep secrets anymore. Your mind, thoughts, heartbeats, feelings, and thoughts about yourself are always valid and can make a difference in your well being. It’s important to know if you’re being honest and honest only. Don’t tell your friends anything about you for fear that they might judge you. You have no control over how people view you and what you say or what you decide to do. Even if they treat you badly you have nothing to do with it. You need to understand that. The world doesn't revolve around them. They're not gods or gods, they just exist in the same way as us. You don't get to judge others or anyone else for the way they act towards you or your mental state. I know some people say that it's easier said than done but trust me when I say that no one is better than someone else in terms of self esteem and self love. And if that means that people will always judge you and hurt you, well then I hope you can find somewhere to hide from them. Just don't give up, you won't give up and you'll find someone who actually cares about you. I want you to look at yourself. Look at your life. At your soul. Look at everything you've ever felt before. Take stock of everything you do. See if there is a point where everything started out good. How did you end up here? Where were you going? Who were you looking for in the first place? What happened to you before you got here?
And don't forget who you are. That's why I'm writing this. I write to tell you how you ended up here. Why you are here. How you are meant to be.
I wrote this to you all on purpose. You all deserved to hear something so meaningful and meaningful about myself. I wanted to share something with you that has been going on for a long time. Something that has happened and was happening before you arrived and that I didn't expect or want to happen again but that is still important and needs to be heard. Something that will be remembered.
In my opinion, most people don't really believe that they deserve happiness or happiness. Some think they deserve nothing more than the best they can offer. I think everyone deserves to enjoy their lives. I think everyone deserves to be happy. Happiness is not something you can get by simply existing. I believe that people should take responsibility for themselves and for each other and for themselves alone. But it doesn't mean that everyone should be selfish. There are many reasons why people shouldn't be able to have fun. We live in a cruel, unforgiving world full of unfairness. Life is harsh. You can't afford to be picky, you don't have time. You need to find your own happiness.
When you find it and when you realize what it is that's making you happy. I hope you're ready to embrace it. I hope you know what it is you've found. I hope you're ready to fight for it. I hope you're ready to be happy. Because that's the only thing you will ever truly be.
The last thing I'd like to say is that I'm proud of who I am. I've come so far. I've worked hard for everything I have achieved and I have so much more to offer humanity. I have to admit that sometimes I think I have no reason to stay in this world. That's alright. I have every reason to stay in the world. This is my home after all. But you don't have to worry. I know you can do great things and you will do great things. It's amazing how far you've come already. It's incredible how far you've fallen. I'm sure that once you start moving forward, it will be a lot easier for you to go through it and eventually reach the top. You might fall short of the top at times but don't let that bother you. I would hate to see you fail. I would hate to see you get hurt. So you have to push through whatever happens to you and continue doing great things.
Thank you for listening to me.
With that I hope you enjoy the rest of this book.
It's hard to explain. To put it simply it's complicated. You're going to have to read this first in order to understand. Read it and get a taste of what it feels like to be me and be free.
The End
THIS FICTION OVER---------------------------------------------------------------------I'm sorry if it's too much. This is an adult fic! I know it's kind of heavy but I thought it was important to mention this to you guys. You deserve to have the chance to grow and learn and become better and stronger. I hope you enjoyed it. Please remember to take care of yourselves and each other. Stay healthy and have a wonderful life.
Enjoy.
-Me
PS: Thank you so much for reading! :)
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10.19.22